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Previous Entry Let it fall from my hands Mar. 8th, 2013 @ 11:31 am
After Teresa died, almost seven years ago now, I consoled myself by listening to Neutral Milk Hotel's album "In the Aeroplane over the Sea". Now, I'm listening to VNV Nation, mostly their songs about lost love. It helps me dwell on my problems. As if....

Joe broke up with me a month ago. At least officially. It started years before that, but I was too blind, deaf, dumb and hard-headed to notice.

I really doubt that I'll find contentment until I have a new husband with a relationship that is truly what I imagined the last one to be. The big problem is that I doubt I have the motivation to do anything until that happens. Any eating, sleeping, activity or enjoyment of life I have right now is at the prodding of others. Who in their right mind would want a relationship with such a person?

I'm sure that my position is not impossible, and it's certainly not rare.

Check back in six months.
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From:brekex
Date:September 21st, 2013 06:36 am (UTC)
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Dave!!!!!

Come back to Livejournal.

Come on.

So much better than FB.
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From:ferrocene
Date:September 21st, 2013 02:09 pm (UTC)
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Carlos!!!!!

Now that I know you're here, I will!

All that I have today, I owe to LiveJournal and the excellent friends I've made here.

And now you!
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From:ferrocene
Date:September 21st, 2013 02:13 pm (UTC)
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I have gained a new relationship with a wonderful man. In its gaining, I have returned to grace, even moving beyond any happiness I could have ever hoped.
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From:brekex
Date:September 21st, 2013 06:36 pm (UTC)
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Hmmmm... we should Skype soon. I want to hear this story.

Have you my email?
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